Mabel’s Experience [she/her]

To leap without knowing and to find as I leap is something that I struggled with the most. I didn't want to leap without knowing. What if I fell? What if I got "hurt"? What if I "hurt" someone else? I hated not knowing what was going to happen and my body rejected the experience of just resigning and letting things flow.

The first time I allowed myself to let go, I was confused. I had fallen but I was not hurt. I felt the rush of being able to embrace chance without the fear of consequences. Yet, every time I took a leap I was still afraid. But it was this fear that gave me excitement to continue devising and to continue leaping, in anticipation of what was to come.

I want to continue leaping. And I want to continue falling.